Ramadan in Gaza
by Kristen Ess
Sunday, November 10 2002
On this night, the first
of Ramadan, eight brothers and sisters sit round a white
plastic table in a Gaza City living room breaking their fast. They are
orphans of Sabra and Shatila.
In 1982 when now Israeli
Prime Minister Ariel Sharon orchestrated a massacre on the southern
Lebanon refugee camps, hundreds of infants and children watched their
parents die. Most were adopted by now Palestinian president
Arafat, then running the PLO from exile in Tunisia. Most were spread
throughout the mid-east. Sixty were sent to Gaza. They grew up in a
cinder block building, now destroyed by Israeli missile fire, just a
few dusty meters from the Mediterranean.
The PA continues to provide
them with food and shelter. Now in their twenties, they are still referred
to as Arafats Kids. One young woman of 24 shows me her leg, the
skin twisted and burned. After being injured at four years old she did
not grow properly. She does not remember the fires, the gunshots, the
death of her parents, the massacre. Arafats Kids share the breakfast
feast with five of those exiled to Gaza from Bethlehems Church
of Nativity. All have become friends, in part, because they feel like
strangers here in Gaza.
Ramadan Mid-Gaza Strip
Sunday, November 2002
In Rafah today the sewage
is ankle deep in parts of the houses on the Egypt/Gaza border. Israeli
soldiers sit in armored tanks behind the houses. The separation wall
is growing longer everyday, as Israeli heavy machinery digs and traps
families in their homes. An elderly woman I know shows me the room that
we plan I will sleep in tomorrow. It is small and made of cinder block,
with two mats lining a wall. She falls twice as we walk through. She
makes her way through the sewage and peers out the back door. There
are two tanks, the high wall, and her sons recently demolished
home. She wears a flowing white hajib and her eyes are bright. She tells
me not to photograph the tanks or to let them see me. She says they
will shoot.
A tall woman takes me next
door to see her home. Sewage is coming through the walls. Her daughter
sits on the cement floor, reading, looking up only to smile at me and
shake my hand. One wall is half gone, the size of a bulldozer. She takes
me through the hole in wall, showing me how I can dig out the rubble
to let the sewage drain. She tried yesterday, but the Israeli soldiers
shot at her. Flies swarm her small children, and she looks at me pleading.
The elderly woman holds my
hand as I pass by her house. She sits with her friends in between two
cement walls, away from the smell of sewage and away from the brutal
glare of Israeli tanks. I leave in order to make it through Abu Holi
checkpoint, which divides the south of the Gaza Strip from the north,
before sunset, promising to return in the morning. The streets are sewage
and rubble. It is ethnic cleansing, a slow massacre.
The elderly womans
son calls me one hour later. The Israeli soldiers are demolishing her
home. The bulldozers are tearing through the walls. She is crying on
the phone, having just fallen trying to run away. Her son is so worried
for his mother that he cannot drive, so I do, and we speed back toward
Rafah along the Mediterranean coastal road. But between Gaza City and
Deir El-Balah, a single Israeli tank comes from the illegal Israeli
Netzarim settlement and blocks the road. Nearby the Israeli military
is flattening an area to dirt and installing outhouses. This is what
they do before rounding up Palestinian men between the ages of 15 and
50. Many people here expect to be taken this night.
Only one road is passable
from the north of the Gaza Strip to the south and this is it. We stop
the car, along with hundreds of others, and wait. We all begin getting
out of our cars, walking along the beach trying to pass through. Many
are trying to reach their homes in Rafah, Khan Yunis, Deir El-Balah,
and the surrounding villages. The man trying to reach his injured mother
whose home has just been demolished is falling apart. The Israeli soldiers
begin shooting at the Palestinians who are struggling through the sand.
Three girls with schoolbooks come with us and get into the car. They
will stay at their university tonight instead of trying to reach home.
The Israeli soldiers shoot and kill a girl walking on the beach, one
of their friends from school.
We drive half an inch at
a time, trying just to return to Gaza City. Many get out of their cars
again, this time to pray. It is almost sunset, the 5th night of Ramadan,
and time to eat and drink water. People begin buying vegetables from
the roadside stand and the driver of a van sized taxi sells biscuits
from his window. As the call to prayer rings out, the son hands me part
of a tomato. He smiles and welcomes me. Israeli gunshots are banging
through the air as the Palestinians, trapped in the prison of Gaza,
share their food, having lived to see the break of another days fast.
As I write this, now at home,
I am watching the news on television. An Israeli tank is shooting at
little boys who throw stones at it in Nablus. George Bush struts across
a green grass lawn in a clean suit, talking about UN Resolutions. He
does not mention that Israel is second only to the US in violating them.
(Copyright © 2002 Palestine
Chronicle)